Feelings arn’t tangible but my responses are. 

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You obviously practice favoritism, though not as iron-hearted as the traditionist in olden era. Nevertheless, your constant sidings and comparisons are bad enough. You lecture me by using her strengths to bring out my weaknesses. Fair enough, you throw praises at her to make me learn. Indeed, I learn, to be more humble unlike you. One day you came home asking, ‘Where is she!! How was her BMT!!’, I have never seen your eyes glow that glaringly in 10 years. When I had my BMT, oh, you didn’t even know I had my BMT!! Even if you were to know, I bet your eyes wouldn’t glow. Just so you’ll know, you’re doing both of us more harm than good. Perhaps I am not as significant in your eyes simply because I don’t keep my weekends free. An irony vice versa, I do not want to keep my weekends a little more free simply because I am insignificant. It’s a vicious cycle altogether. Stop being so full of yourself because you have yet to know everything. 

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Internalize your actions before diagnosing me with a syndrome.

But of course, it is always just me and never you

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Stop telling me “Why can she …, and why can’t you …?” just because you haven’t seen anything worthy in me