November 14th, 2011
Sigh.. So disappointed with myself,
I guess I’m not up for it.. So sick and tired sick and tired sick and tired sick and tired arghhhhhhhhh sigh :’(
September 9th, 2011
If I would’ve taken a step back to see the bigger picture..
It took me 19 years to realize how important decision making is
August 30th, 2011
August 25th, 2011
Sometimes, taking a lift alone during the night may be paranoiac. Yesterday, I met with a series of lift incidents throughout my journey to the 9th floor..
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1. When I was about to enter the lift, I scared a lady who was exiting the lift
2. When I entered the lift, I literally got slammed in between the doors
3. When I was in the lift, I scared myself
4. When I exit the lift, a lady who was about to enter the lift scared me
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And just today, the lift crashed..
August 20th, 2011
Feelings arn’t tangible but my responses are.
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You obviously practice favoritism, though not as iron-hearted as the traditionist in olden era. Nevertheless, your constant sidings and comparisons are bad enough. You lecture me by using her strengths to bring out my weaknesses. Fair enough, you throw praises at her to make me learn. Indeed, I learn, to be more humble unlike you. One day you came home asking, ‘Where is she!! How was her BMT!!’, I have never seen your eyes glow that glaringly in 10 years. When I had my BMT, oh, you didn’t even know I had my BMT!! Even if you were to know, I bet your eyes wouldn’t glow. Just so you’ll know, you’re doing both of us more harm than good. Perhaps I am not as significant in your eyes simply because I don’t keep my weekends free. An irony vice versa, I do not want to keep my weekends a little more free simply because I am insignificant. It’s a vicious cycle altogether. Stop being so full of yourself because you have yet to know everything.
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Internalize your actions before diagnosing me with a syndrome.
But of course, it is always just me and never you
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Stop telling me “Why can she …, and why can’t you …?” just because you haven’t seen anything worthy in me
August 3rd, 2011
mid child syndrome please go away..
July 8th, 2011
July 7th, 2011
I only saw myself in people’s story. It saddens me over and over again… I really didn’t expect the outcome.. Forgive me..
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I really mean it
July 5th, 2011
My dream master bedroom..
